Wednesday, December 31, 2008

New Year, New Me...

It's December 31 2008. The last day of year 2008! And this time I'm gonna make sure 2009 will be a blast! I'm gonna change for the better. I'm gonna promise myself NO CRUSHES in 2009! Well, you know. And according to my brother "That's impossible." LOL! I really don't want to have fireworks. I mean it's just pretty lights in the sky which destroy the environment, cause accidents and at times causes death. So I hope everyone will be safe and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

and to all watching, this is my MUST watch movie list:
Angus, Thongs and perfect Snogging
Wild Child
Another Cinderella Story
The Clique
House Bunny
Top Chef (according to my brother which is a series not a movie)

LOL!

Have a great time everybody!!!

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Happy Birthday Jesus!!! Dream with my Edward Cullen... <3

Merry Christmas everyone!!! We should all be thankful for everything Jesus
Has given us.

Today I had the best dream I ever had!!!
I was like with friends shopping in a store which was in china then we didn't have money so my mom gave some but she left for the Philippines. She said she left the money with three boys then we found those three boys and they were beaten up by little girls. So we had to look for another way to pay for the stuff. I had no where to stay and there was a house they said I could stay in. So I went in and met the maid. I then saw a boy. We ate food and he was beside me. He then started to put his arm on me and on my neck. I could hear Japanese music playing from his hand. He was pale and silent. Then he started tickling me.

There were 3 things i knew about him:
He was a vampire
I was unconditionally in love with him
And he's only a dream :(

Then some how we were going to leave china by a hot air balloon like contraption. I was beside him and he smiled at me. He then called me his girlfriend. And I was so happy. We then went to a beautiful house. And I met people who were his friends. Right now my dream is a bit blurry so I will just add on what I remember. Then we went around the house and he was always by my side. We then went down a lot of stairs and met the "magestic turtle" which was really a dinosaur. Then it started chasing us. Eventually we lost it and went to eat. The boy always ate alone according to his friends. I a mention to them that I was his girlfirend and their faces were painted with disbelieve. He then had a table set up dr two ad he wanted me to sit beside him. Then we even took pictures together. He was so handsome and sensitive yet silent and didn't show his emotions. He was my Edward Cullen. People started coming like Snape and other people it was really weird. Then all of the sudden I was like I'm a pager thing to prove to someone that I am deserving enough for my guy. Then I woke up. I didn't write everything in detail But it's the feeling I loved. When I woke up, I really woke up with a smile. I loved this dream so much. <3 Thanks Kuya Jess.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Unexpected Call...

It happened today at 3:21pm because I was bored... The upsides to this is that I know we're friends and that he was gonna ask me...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Christmas Parteys!!!

Party at school
Drink spilled
Chino's
Eat
Mingle
Talk with kelvin
Alec dialed
Strip or drink
Kelvin in boxers
Gabe in only tight boxers
Goodbye
Anthony
Emma Roberts

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Will you go to prom with me?

I don't want to ask. I want him to ask. I already have an emergency prom date, Javi, who is one of my two guy best friends. But... *sigh* It will never happen. Well, I don't think so... Who am I kidding? It will never happen unless some kind of miracle happens.

yesterday, we had to write questions down for the WAIT campaign. I asked if it is worth being in a relationship in high school. I mean think about it. You know your just going to get hurt in the end. So why go through the pain? Some say it's worth all the pain but I don't see how.

We had our english long test today and we were tested om Sense and Sensibility. In my essay, which asked what is the problems in relationships nowadays, I put there that people have trouble looking for "the one". I also put that there are incidents like when one loves one unconditionally and not having it returned. Either way relationships will result in heartbreak or can be the best thing that has ever happened to you.

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Not exactly over...

I just realized I'm not completely over him and I did miss him when he was absent...

Sunday, December 7, 2008

I'm think I'm over him...

I'm kinda over him already and I've got used to being his friend. Although it's kinda bothering me because I think he gets jelous when I hug Apex and don't hug him. I thought this when he was supposed to bring Apex home but then Apex's brother came and so I hugged Apex and he left. My driver was already there but he just had to bring the car around since it was also raining. So when my car arrived I said bye then he stretched out his arms and said "no hug?" so I did then left. I don't want to like him anymore since he's going to leave eventually. And I really think I don't...